i haven been slapped [nt really..].. bt den i haf woken up.

oh yarhx.. i seriously dun lyk him. which him? j1 him.

playin w my sis fren's digi cam... hahax.. haven really thot of wat to take.. bt aniwae.. took some pics of my rm...


tryin to take da glowing glow-in-the-dark stuffs.. bt den ended up @ flash is so strong dat it bcums lyk diz.. aniwae.. one da walls...


hmm.. my horrible da other side of da wall... so messy rite? hahax... can c da 2 jigsaws? i made da worx.. =P


my dolls r trapped in da blue n green tubes! -.- new in my rm.. coz my mama determined nt to let mi have a container on da bed.. u scared i bang my head to one of da nt-so-sharp end.. den injured myself.. so she gt mi dat... oh yarhx~ dat's my blackie~ dunno how old le.. =P


my posters + photos side...


my 2 mechanical pencils!! look so different lahx... da bottom one is new... da one on top is da old one.. da death of one is da birth of another... =)

still tinkin a perfect foto to put as my blogskin... =)

aniwae.. studied nth 2dae.. my sis sae i too stressed le.. hahax... wen i rushed hm 2deae.. had lunch.. den came back... zzz.. all da way till 7+pm... den try to do kinetics.. do 2qns den gave up le.. den study lyk 1set of ecology notes.. den dun study oso.. =P

lalala.. i guess i will b goin out tmr.. =) seriously nid to relax myself.. =) dunno lahx.. will try to pia ltr.. duno wat time i will slp again.. =P


taiwan bball... 裕隆 team.. noe dem due to 娱乐百分百... den ytd watched 娱乐百分百 saw dem agian.. dey v. funny.. hahax... =)

oh yarhx.. 4gt to tell ya dat my cousin recently divorced.. hope he's ok.. *pat pat*

haix... bababa.. go bathe le..

i m here for a break again.. waitin for mama to cum back w my fish soup oso.. hahax.. dieting w my sis sia.. she so bo liao lahx.. 48kg 165cm.. still wan diet? -.- den mi 47kg 159cm how? idiot de.. haha.x. bt i nt really intending to go on an intensive diet.. everytime i diet my health conditions drop drastically.. learnt my lessons.. will maintain @ diz weight bahx.. or unelss i juz slim down.. hope i wont fall sick lahx.. =P

aniwae.. studied straight 2hrs.. brain wan die liaox.. so now havin a break.. my brain now w mitosis n meiosis.. so glad i really studied last yr.. so studyin dem is okiex.. juz dat i forgt da steps n stuffs.. hmmm.. i guess da real stress of 2dae is DNA n stuffs.. dun really noe wat to rmb.. stupid lorx.. den tmr is so dead lahx.. ecology n evolution.. i hate ecology.. hahax.. juz dun understand.. so will juz memorise... -.- well well.. bless mi sia... if i start to study @ 4 i nid to complete DNA, including transcription n wateva and inherited change by 7!! 3hrs.. hmm.. guess i cant haf ani break in b/w... -.- sob sob...

still tinkin shld i go out tmr anot.. w my sis.. most prob goin out bahx.. so i will b lyk studyin til dunno wat time tmr.. den thurs goin out to watch da vinci... den friday gt band concert.. how nice horx..

lolx.. bt aniwae.. goin out on nxt mon.. hope wei can make it.. =) so long we din go out 2gether le.. lalala.

hmm.. decided to go out once/twice a wk.. no more dan dat.. so wan ask mi out ask earlier tho i suspect none will ask mi out.. i m bcumin lyk my sis sia.. stupid.

oh yarhx.. dere r tings i wan badly...
1. digi cam... sometimes i alwaes look @ some tings den i will tink if only i haf a camera den i can take it down...
2. wallet... da state of my wallet is pathetic.. i itnk i mentioned it bfore.. bt den still nid to wait to earn money to buy a wallet i really really lyk which can last mi thruout my uni yrs if i managed to get in...

n some other tings... blah blah blahx...

went back for econs 2dae.. hmmm.. i noe wat she is tokin abt.. bt i juz din memorise it.. how nice horx.. dat means i nid to go back n read da same lec notes again.. hmm.. will do dat some other days.. wen i haf da time to do so... now is bio wk! -.-

i wan to eat da bao.. fat fat bao.. lolx... i juz wan to eat! one day muz go tpy sia... den mayb buy some for my sis oso.. =) lalala.. bt den muz b aft mid yr i guess.. now my mind is: go hm. study. study. study. study. study. break. study. study. study. study. study. tv. tv. study. study. bath. study. study. oops.. i 4gt to include my meals... -.-

wat i wish to b in da future? sounds lyk a primary sch essay... seems to b so ez wen i was young.. yet so hard to answer now...

i wan to help others.. to make others' lives better... mayb nt a whole deal better bt @ least better.. dat's y i thot of being a therapist... to encourage pple n help others...

i oso wan work in hotel.. servicing others.. make others smile.. make others comfortable wen dey come to a foreign country...

ultimately i wan open a shop of my own.. a cafe most prob..

hmm.. well.. 2 tings i wan to do seems to b so far apart.. bt i c one similarity.. hectic lifestyle i will live.. hahax... dun haf fix time.. no 9 to 5... =)

my lunch is here.. tata.

lyk n support differs. lolx.. refused to go offline coz i wan watch da resutls show dat go bathe den go study... -.-

aniwae.. i lyk da way J3, Brods, milubing sing.. bt i m supportin soul n lucify.. hahax... okiex.. i gtg le.. tata``.

wei le zi ji er huo.

duno y. i m feeling sad. kinda heart pain oso. hmmm... no idea y.. haix... i tink my forgetfulness v. jia lat... kekex...

okiex... possibilities r...

1. X-men 3: the last stand. dat movie is super saddenin sia.. yar.. dey won... so wat? i cannt tahan abt da fact dat so mani died... nt really dat many.. bt disturbin enough... -.-

2. my aftnn nap: i juz cant take aftnn nap.. it is makin mi super uncomfortable.. super restless... -.-

3. my disturbing -ve thots... no matter now +ve my tinkins r... i m still somehow -ve.. i guess pple noe mi will nv link mi w optimistic bahx... hahax.. my sad face n watsoeva... bt i m improvin alr.. yup... so dun 埋怨 y i look so sad... i m happier alr...

hmmm.. aniwae... goin back for econs lec only tmr.. wanna stay @ hm to study whole day de.. diz wk is suppposed to b focus study on bio! -.- now i m so dead lahx.. so slack... i haven memorise anitin.. argh.. i hate da fact dat i nid to memories.. shld haf study sth which require less memory work.. i only enjoys doin application qns... aiyahx. dunno lahx...

it's kinda saddenin to c my importance is so tiny weeny... nt dat i din xpect it.. bt den.. still sad.. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa` to sae da truth... i only haf myself... idiot.

i guess unless i trust sb.. i m stuck in da stupid vicious cycle.. n is stupid mi hu caused mi to b in da stupid cycle. how nice.

rubbish. all bcoz of u. sycker.

i studied till my max le.. will try ltr... so now still havin a break.. goin back to pia @ 9.30.. =)

was looking for 绿光森林... so diz is wat i found... taken fr www.ttv.com.tw/drama/2005/Greenforest/story.asp


靳歐文 [阮經天 飾]

nt really da main male lead.. coz it is 威廉 is da main lead.. bt den i prefer him.. hahax.. tho i haven watch da show.. bt den i tink i will still prefer him aft i watch it... =) bt den i will miss da first episode.. coz i will b @ band concert.. sob sob..




蘇菲 [劉品言 飾]

yupx.. it's her again... hahax.. i guess i watched lots of her shows.. nt much lahx.. juz 西街少年 n 仙剑奇侠传... i itnk diz time her character is super different.. so c how she flair lorx.. =) i cant wait for da show..

lolx.. aniwae.. watchin
tmr~
hurray!! lolx.. cant wait for it.. tho i gt so mani tings to cover tmr... -.-

hmmm... nxt wk alr bked.. haix... dunno lahx... goin out on tues w my sis... watchin da vinci on thurs... watchin band concert on fri.. pray for mi sia.. bio stuffs nxt wk.. startin tmr.. hope i can succeed... =)

welll well.. nth much to sae.. other dan i itnk my sis startin her online shop? or mayb juz auction? i dunno.. hope it goes well.. =) her talents in creativity n other tings shld b displayed to others.. =) super nice lorx.. hahax.. is my sis.. =P

hmmm... nth much to sae le.. tata.

writing it wen da clock strikes 12... so dunno it is da last entry or da first entry of da day... =P

aniwae.. now havin a break.. i haven study my org chem finish! will pia still 2am..

2dae study is ermx.. quite satisfyin.. @ least i spent few hrs studying...

aniwae.. both my sisters gt deir results...

dajie gt second lower honors... i find it gd alr.. i tink i wont b able to go honors if i study dat module... bt it's interesting..

elder sis gt cap 4.6... v. li hai lorx... 3As, 1A-, 1B.. cap 4.7.. so avg cap is 4.6... which if she continues diz way it will b first class honors! impressive horx?

sometimes i guess w such great sisters da stress lvl u haf tends to b higher... my da jie now makin v. v. v. nice earrings.. i dun haf dat talent... hahax.. so i guess i m da 'black sheep'..

bt den.. i guess i m different fr dem.. hahax.. i m music-inclined.. tho i m pitchless.. =P i can play music.. hahax... so dat's my talent... =P

oh oh! i 4gt to tell u my dream.. i was w my family [duno full anot].. den i saw a rainbow n pointed it happily telling my mama.. =) i wonder wat it meant...

Rainbow
To see a rainbow in your dream, signifies much hope, success and good fortune in the form of money, prestige, or fame. The rainbow is a bridge between your earthly, grounded self and the higher, spiritual self. [http://www.dreammoods.com/]

Rainbow
Whatever the action may have been, if the main feature of your dream was a rainbow, it predicts the end of all your troubles followed by great happiness. [http://www.glamour.com/dreamdictionary/viewsymbol?symbol_id=2644]


well well.. i guess i m blessed... =)

if i gt pissed off ezly dun blame mi okiex.. muz forgive mi... my stress lvl seriously is goin up.. hahax.. i guess my family is ogin to c da most hardworking sushi in deir whole life.. hahax...

ahhhhhhhh.. i m @ hm tmr agian.. -.- my elder sis goin out again.. sob sob.. mama goin back niang jia.. sob sob.. lolx.. left mi da jie n dad.. nvm... gd environment to study.. waahahhahaa` bt den wont b able to use com tmr bahx.. or 2dae.. wateva way u phrase it lahx.. =)

okokiex.. i go pia le.. =) tata`` jia you! go study!!

死了都要愛　不淋漓盡致不痛快　感情多深只有這樣才足夠表白
死了都要愛　不哭到微笑不痛快　宇宙毀滅心還在

把每天當成是末日來相愛　一分一秒都美到淚水掉下來
不理會別人是看好或看壞　只要你勇敢跟我來

愛　不用刻意安排　
憑感覺去親吻相擁就會很愉快
享受現在　別一開懷就怕受傷害　
許多奇蹟我們相信才會存在

死了都要愛　不淋漓盡致不痛快　感情多深只有這樣才足夠表白
死了都要愛　不哭到微笑不痛快　宇宙毀滅心還在

窮途末路都要愛　不極度浪漫不痛快　髮會雪白　土會掩埋　思念不腐壞
到絕路都要愛　不天荒地老不痛快　不怕熱愛變火海　愛到沸騰才精采

so selfish.. haha... bt i guess dat's human...

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wanted to type diz blog while tokin to mel coz i said i called her ltr.. bt she's slpin so i m resting now lorx.. left 5min bfore i nid to go back n pia finish my org chem.. -.- 2dae wont b slpin le bahx.. i m super bhind schedule lahx... -.-

体谅 跟 认同.. dey r different.. u can 体谅 bt dat doesnt mean u 认同... so do i 认同? act i dunno... a lot of tings i can 体谅... bt i guess diz i can 认同... nb i treasured a lot [includin myself] is nt hurt in one way or another.. y nt? bt dat r tings i cant 认同... in da first place i cant 体谅... tings which pissed mi off v. badly.. well.. den it leads to 原谅... nt juz 原谅 da person.. bt oso 原谅 urself.. for being a bad gal.. hmm... dere r tings i can nv 认同... bt i can 体谅.. so pls 体谅 mi...

hmm.. i itnk i will b online longer.. converting my songs fr mp3 to wma... coz my mp3 full le.. -.- haix... i hope da quality of da songs isnt affected greatly.. shld haf bot da 2GB de.. -.- haix... nvm... lolx.. now i haf 300+ songs w mi.. lalala`

mornin` =) it's da hols!! dat means it is pia-ing time.. -.-

lolx.. aniwae.. had a bz day ytd.. n da day bfore act...

so on thurs... aft sch.. went to j8 n had my lunch.. n den straight to stadium cove.. glad i went tho i gt chem spa tmr.. bt den it's fun! lolx.. such big place.. so nature. nt really dat nature bt we r on a field.. den nxt to kallang river.. da scenery dere @ nite super nice!!! so was v. shuang ytd... bt den kinda pissed... coz i haven study da stupid chem.. so on da way hm studied.. n came back to watch lost.. den bathe n study den watch da wedding show.. den yu le bai fen bai.. shin's songs r so nice lahx! luckily my mama gt one of da album... my mama is a rocker.. lolx...

den ytd.. was hectic sia.. packed my bag den started reading chem again.. den came sch.. chem spa.. super long break coz we din go for PE.. super guilty to mr loo.. so sry to mr loo.. den gp den maths.. mr kooi kindly let us off early so we can eat bt oso coz we gt no tut to do le.. hahax... so had choc waffle den went to da workshop.. tryin to write my own testi.. so hard lahx! summore muz use shiling is... so qi guai... finally finished it @ 4.30pm.. den went to change.. tied my own hair into a bun!!! so you chen jiu gan.. =)

den took bus to srg stn dere... den took a merz cab.. so shuang! den reached stadium cove.. put on make up.. den started stretching... den we perf le.. den aft perf.. stayed back to watch da v. v. v. v. nice dance.. hahax.. world premiere leix.. =P den watched salsa oso.. n a few here n dere.. den 9pm!! buffet!! da food v. nice.. had spaget... den curry chicken.. den beef.. den gt choc fondue [spelling error?] den gt da wat is it call.. nvm.. den gt crayfish... den gt scallop etc... so gao ji rite? so ate a whole plate of delicious food!! oh yarhx! da drink is damn nice oso!! dunno had how mani glasses... =P

oh yarhx.. really muz thx mr tan hu gave us a chance to perf.. =) thx u!! lolx..

den ermx.. dance is officially over.. so pia-ing time starts... =)

tok abt sth else ltr.. go watch superband repeat... =P

had an idea. hmmm. nt abt anitin. bt juz a show. or a story.

characters:
A: female lead
B: male lead
C: lil gal
D: 黑色会老大
E: lil gal's bro

story:
A[age:23] is now a primary sch tcher. One of her students, C has missed school for a wk. So she went to C's hse to c wat happened. Then, she noe C's story. Somebody is tryin to kidnap her from the school. So, she stopped coming to school. Just as they are talking, triad pple are moving towards the house [they just found out where she lived.] E saw them and rushed back hm only to find A in his house. With no choice, A went running with them.

So, the first one-third of the movie is about they running away from triad pple and A still did nt meet B.

During an escape, they hid in a secret compartment. One side of the wall is double-gazing window[ as in one side u c as mirror while the other is c thru one.]. So B came of course was looking @ da mirror then A realised is B. [wat's their r/s? i tink v. obvious rite?] B was walking away while C suddenly sneezed. B noticed and walked back and stopped right in front of A. He then placed his hand exactly on da spot she placed her hand on da glass too. A thought he saw her. B also thought he saw her so he mouthed the words "take care." and walked away.

So, the 2nd one-third is about they hiding a secret and safe place so A spent her time taking care of C and reflect back wat happened b/w A and B while E go find out why they r kidnapping C.

A and B are classmate and couple in jc. But then due to some reasons they broke up and din contact each other ever since. B, after they broke up, joined the triad.

Then they discovered their hiding place and A & C started runnin again. They do not have the time to contact E. E, finally found out the reason why and he had lost them. So he went to find help.

One night, they almost gt caught by triad bt B saved them. However in the end all 3 gt caught. D then revealed the reason why he kidnapped C [i haven thot of da reason yet.] and that he was responsible in breaking up A and B.

D wanted to shoot B but before he could, E shot him and help came. So the rest of the triad pple put down their guns. However, D [refused to die.] pick up the gun and wan to shoot B [again.]. A saw, blocked B.

One year ltr, at an amusement park. C called sb "papa". Of course it is B. A is sitting w him. She then recapped on that day wen she blocked B, E saw it and saved her. But he din save himself. So, they adopted C as their daughter.

- end of story -

wow. spent almost an hr to type diz. sb may tink diz is trash. bt to mi it's nt. so if u tink it's gd, tag mi ok? btw da tag is dyin le lorx.. -.- or shld i sae dead. haha.

well well.. was on da bus goin hm. suddenly thot of da scene where da gal can c da guy bt he cannt c her. isnt it v. 心痛? so wen i was walkin hm i thot of the rest lorx... =) i shall call this story/movie 《爱之恒》..

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okiex okiex.. enough of my story.. now i m slackin @ hm.. startin to study @ 4pm.. heex.. so i have .5hr more~ =P while others still in CCAs.. wahahhahahaha`

aniwae.. gt back my maths paper finally.. did i tell ya i gt 41? i find it v. gd leix.. lolx... tho it can b better bt den diz is satisfyin.. =)

lalala. 2dae nt in gd mood. nt feelin well. so 2dae is a suffering. hope tmr will feel better. bless mi. =) so tired now. *yawn* mayb i shld go slp instead. -.- i will kill myself if i did. coz i m super bhind my schedule lahx.. so i really goin to pia durin june hols.

oh oh.. thx for ur concerns!! =)

i dun understand wen facing u had bcum so difficult. so suffocating. nid so much courage. i dun get it. i hate it. stupid mi.

[added] forgt to sae diz.. lolx.. i wan perfume! another item ended up my want list. oh yarhx.. will b savin up $$ to buy a watch for my dad for dad's day. lolx.. his watch is siao le.. hmm... so will save money!!


haix. y cant all juz go back?

isnt hammy cute?

lolx.. guess wat?

watched

v. nice! i may sound an idiot in da theatre coz i laugh alot.. bt den really v. funny wat... gt scenes dat remind u of other movies... =) gt scenes where dey r makin fun of humans... =P gt scenes dat r juz plain funny.. lolx... =) really v. funny.. nt da funniest... bt i tink it is enjoyable.. so cute!! =)

oh yarhx.. n guess wat? i counted da no. of creatures inside.. welll.. gt 11 i tink.. da turtle.. RJ... hammy... dad n daughter... hedgehoge family[5].. skunk... yupx.. jzu nice rite? lolx.. c if i can fit everyone in a character anot... =P

aniwae.. 2dae haf a rollercoaster mood... -.-

coz ytd... was watchin grey's anatomy.. was v. sad le.. even teared.. den aft dat changed channel to ch U den saw jade is out... teared again... so 2dae woke up a bit sianed.. n saded oso.. .den came sch.. still nid to ask money... bloody hell.. y nid mi ask so mani times? idiot pple.. baaaaaaaaaaaa. den aft dat chem prac made mi unhappy too... haix.. den bio is as sian as usual.. den one ting brighten up my day. i pass my econs essay!!! 14/25...

oh yarhx.. mel gt dat too.. n she study lyk 10times less dan mine? mayb nt dat big diff lahx.. aniwae.. dat's nt da pt.. so unfair rite?! bt i m happy enough.. contented.. =) i guess econs i m juz weak @ it.. so muz work xtra hard.. =)

den ermx... went to jubilee n bot da tix myself.. my sis refuse to give mi da money for tix.. glad mama paid for da band concert.. -.-

so now goin to study bio spa.. -.- which is tmr.. lalala. i tink i had it all in my brain.. lolx.. nahx.... shld b alrite bahx.. =)

aniwae.. pple juz drove mi crazy @ times... -.- so irritating.. baaaaa.

i m tryin to b nice.. bt wat i seen told mi i shld otherwise. so i m doin otherwise. so too bad for u.

i feel so childish. ba.

this is da 100th entry.. nt da really 100th entry coz i haf so mani blog... so diz is da dunno how mani times 100th... -.-

aniwae... went to college day dae... really hope my name will appear on da brochure... bless mi.

aniwae.. i guess my biological clock went crazy le.. gettin tired @ 8+pm.. -.- den cannt wake up early.. wat went wrong? i wan study oso cannt.. -.- so angry... baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

a short entry den. too tired to tink of stuffs to write. nitex. idiot.

i wan:
1. a new hp w camera bt din really haf ani model dat i wan.
2. a digi cam.
3. a new bag. tho i dunno wat kinda bag i wan.. -.- n i luv my canvas bag.
4. a new watch.
5. a pair of sneakers.
6. a new jacket.
7. a new wallet! my wallet now is in pathetic state.
8. lastly [hope so.] u.

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. so mani tings to buy.. other dan cam.. i tink i will nid $1000 for all diz.. so i nid to b super pia for my work aft As... -.- i tink it's time for mi to b independent.. dun ask my sis to buy mi stuffs le.. tho i may wan to try.. heex.. for my bdae presents.. bt den i tink i will ask for hmmm.. a wallet? really pathetic leix.. can c da cardboard + sponge inside le.. -.- bt den i wan a pierre cardin one.. so i guess i nid to wait till singapore sale or wat to buy.. =) so wont ask my sis to buy lorx... will buy ltr.. wen i haf da money.. den hmmm.. a watch is a must.. i cant survive w/o a watch.. i can survive w/o a hp.. bt w/o watch? nahx.. i will die.. wanted to buy fossils.. bt den changin my mind again.. mayb buyin guess or sports de? nt really noe.. so will c how lorx.. den ermx.. new hp i will nid to save $ first too.. luckily no model i wan.. so i can rest in peace.. lolx.. den jacket! for uni surely muz wear a v. nice jacket.. =) bag for uni too.. sneakers for uni too.. den ermx.. digi cam.. i alwaes wan to haf a cam w mi.. i will b lookin sth n i will tink.. if i haf da cam to capture dat moment.. =) so i guess i indeed nid a cam.. i m such a photographer~

aniwae.. had a v. disturbin dream ytd nite.. or izzit 2dae mornin? wateva.. how u can classify such tings?

i m pissed. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

played tennis 2dae.. i screwed up a lot... elmo so ke lian.. muz pair w such a sport-idiot. haix.. dunno hit da ball how mani times r out.. dunno double fault how mani times.. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. bt den still ok lahx.. bt den my joints still hurt... dunno wat happen leix... hurt since wed.. -.- cldnt slp on wed nite..-.-

finally had my soupy place! heex.. bee hoon soup.. yummy yummy~ lolx.. i dun mind eatin soupy place everyday lorx.. =P

oh yarhx! 2dae first lesson is so happy lahx! omg.. i luv him sia.. lolx.. 10 times betta.. =) lalala.

hmmm.. den ermx.. diz few days v. jia lat.. v. lazy to go out.. juz wan to go hm.. heex.. will go out nxt wk bahx.. no idea.. will c how... kekex...

oh yarhx... happy 18th bdae to jane! =)

tmr college day!!! dun lyk it.. bt bo pian.. will b goin lorx.. haix.. nvm la horx.. take it as relax time.. hahax.. ltr will pia for my studies...

my mind is partially dead.. -.- bt den recently nth much to tok abt other dan i m so pissed.

hammy is so cute lahx! tho i haven watch it.. =P he looks super cute wen he sae cookie or sth lyk dat.. da watery eyes.. so cute! lolx..

#18. miss. haix.

paiseh. back again. wan to blog again. forgot abt sth.

note: refer to no one in particular.

i sometimes really dun understand. dun understand y studies can b so impt.. den u can give up on ur leisure time? to give up wat u lyk last yr? i dun really understand.. u study u score well.. bt u r nt happy durin dat time of studyin. wat's da use?

so i wan to prove dat u can haf fun yet score well! bless mi. pple hu tink so too. jia you oso.

i dunno wat to sae.

i really c no pt in pia-ing n dun enjoy life. sux lahx.

ta.

2dae vball match..

haix, we lost to hci.
haix, tj lost to aj.
haix, so jealous.

lolx.. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa`

aniwae..
3 cheers to brenda~
3 cheers to nyjc vball gals!
3 cheers to nanyang!
=)

aniwae.. had a war ytd... was fightin against.........





























a stupid grasshopper.

jump here hop dere.. shuang shuang fly a while.. idiot lahx.. make mi scream n run for dunno how mani times.. countless le lahx.. den in da end gave up n go catch it.. wahahahha` i m such a hero rite? my 2 sis no use de.. lolx.. aniwae i oso kia si... w a net still nt enough.. still muz attach da net to a 'broom stick'.. =P bt i still manage to catch it lorx.. act is da grasshopper climbin da wall.. den i put da net below on da floor.. den da stupid grasshopper really drop into da net.. lolx.. den i slowly turn da net n fix it dere.. add an xtra net + a container.. den war ended.. wait for daddy to finish it.. den he juz pick dat grasshopper up n throw it outside da hse.. act is outside my neighbour's hse [shhhhh...].. wahahhahahaha`

okiex.. nid go revise le.. n do chem thermodynamics..

haix.

tata`` =)

a start. *yawn*

hey hey.. starting my revision le.. =) lalala... started 2dae. hope i can last for 2 mnths.. bless mi!

aniwae.. 2dae did nth much lahx.. read j1 maths notes... =) hmm.. will read chem ltr.. kekex... bt den horx.. really din do ani tys leix.. i hope my method is nt wrong diz time.. bless mi.. i dun wan get B or below for maths.. haix...

bababa... oh yarhx.. i nid do my bio n econs! >.< haix.

dun tok le. i go bath den pia my hw.

i wan watch the child! =)

wateva.

asking for forgiveness.

for my nt reply smses... really sry.. bt den.. i guess it is hard for mi to quit dat... coz laziness is w mi since i was born... really.. was da laziest in da family...

1. dun even bother to sit wen watchin tv.. i m known as tare ling in da family coz i alwaes lie on da floor.. oso was known for my body stuck to da floor... wen i refused to get up to do sth...
2. alwaes do last min hw... since pri.. unlike my sisters.. alwaes do deir hw first... i wonder y i m nt lyk dem.. bt den.. i m nt.. bt i m improvin le horx.. tho @ times still will haf last min work...
3. take so long to reply sms... to mi it is nt juz a sms.. it's a conversation w sb.. surely u dun juz send sth so ermx.. i dunno how to sae.. so i dun lyk sms... call mi if u wan to find mi.. call my hse... coz my hp is almost alwaes in silent mode.. =P

aniwae.. watched hip-hop 2dae.. @ amk central.. dey havin preliminary round for hip-hop championship 2006!! aint i lucky? was dere aft eatin pizza hut w my family [mothers' day celebration..] no cake no present.. juz a 心意... love my mama as usual.. bt den.. i nv told her dat.. da kinda tings. dun nid sae de.. can c de.. =P

oh yarhx.. back to hip-hop.. din watch much.. coz is blocked by pple... bt den still v. nice lkahx.. coz lyk so long nv c hip-hop le... hmm... havin finals in june 2 far east.. will go watch bahx.. if i still rmb.. n haf da time...

sometimes i will wish dat i m myopic[nt dat i m bhb-ing dat i m nt now.. bt den really nt so...]... dat's wat my mama sae.. dey sae dey r 短见... sth lyk dat.. mayb my mama noe how to teach us lorx.. being so mature [nt dat i m bhb-ing again..] n 会想... bt den wen i c how others do tings.. i will b tinkin wat da hell is she/he doin? i wont sae wat i tink she/he shld do will b correct or better.. coz i nv do dat bfore.. bt den.. dere r occasions i can b certain dat such tinkings or actions will b betta dan his/hers... if u tink i m sayin u.. [tho da person will nv c diz..] pls read more... i m nt tokin abt story bks or wat non-fiction bk... bt bks dat give 人生道理... mayb boring to u.. bt den surely beneficial.. wanted to buy such bks.. lyk 不在乎 [din really rmb da names..] or 七天就幸福... sounds borin? bt den really lyk u c a bigger pic.. more perspective.. more understanding? bt may ended up makin u more miserable coz of so mani factors to consider... bt den life will b more fulfiling.. @ least dat's wat i tink.. =P

mid yr startin.. will start revision for mid yr. .ermx.. diz cumin mon? diz cumin wk bahx... tho started later dan i thot i will.. [wan to start aft synergy.. bt den my laziness won..] so.. will jia you de! 3As dat all i aimed for.. nt greedy rite?

留个台阶给自己下.

bless mi. go bathe n den pia for maths le.. =P or nt bathin.. =P dirty ling.

sth i read fr cleo... if u do sth for 21 days.. it will bcum a habit.. sth lyk dat lahx.. lolx.. so i guess i nid to pia my study for 21 days den it bcums a habit le.. =P lalala.. bt den will spend diz wkend for maths.. =) den aft diz cumin mon will start pia-ing midyr le~ -.- so sian of it lahx...

bt den... aniwae... i dunno lahx... =P

oh yarhx.. slpt da almost da whole day ytd.. woke up @ 9+ den went back to slp @ 1+ woke up again @ 5+ den went back to slp @ 1+.. -.- i slpt da most lahx... lolx.. bt den now i m feeling a bit tired.. -.- duno lahx.. =P bt den i tink i m well le.. =) bt my hse no air con how to noe m i well or nt.. =P

i m 不爽 again..

movies to watch. again. lolx.. hope i can watch all.. =P







n etc.. lolx.. lazy find pic..

aniwae.. gt back bio paper 2dae.. 26/45!!! =) nt bad rite? fr O bcum ermx.. dunno wat.. =P lalala..

oh yarhx.. thx qiqi for her honey water!! =)

my frenz sae i fall sick is 活该.. lolx..
1. i ate mutton [heaty!]
2. ate chili [sore throat causin?]
3. cold drinks [flu.]
4. 淋雨
lolx.. nahx.. i m nt goin to b sick again.. will recover by monday!! =)

ermx.. oh yarhx.. lyk quite a no. of pple nt happy diz few days.. due to deir own reasons.. cannt give up okiex? n more impt muz take care of ur body.. =) if u nid mi juz gif mi a call.. i will try to pick it up or reply asap..

oh yarhx.. i realise if i noe mi.. as in i m another individual... i will hate such person.. i guess pple w same character either r gd frenz or hate each other.. i guess i belong to hate each other.. funny.. bt den reasons to hate mi:

1. i dun reply..
so sry to sae such tings.. bt den... i m tryin my best to.. summore i enjoy my personal space... =P so sry lorx... tryin my best for pple to reply..

2. my a bit straightforwardness...
mayb nt a bit.. or mayb to u i m nt.. bt den i tink i m.. =P i guess i m one hu can take critics dependin hu is givin it...

3. my stubborn..
i noe i m stubborn.. bt i dun care.. =P

aniwae.. short of time.. so will end here...

aniwae.. i realise wen i m more sick.. i bcum whinier.. lolx.. lyk 2dae.. i whine juz bcoz josh refuse to give mi my water bottle.. i guess i still whine aftall.. =P

lalala` go watch lost le.. =) will pia maths for 3 days.. happy for mi``

mode: resting.

still sick.. bt recovering.. havin headaches now n den... now havin one.. nt serious nt disturbing.. =P had econs DRQ 2dae.. hmmm.. dunno how i will score leix.. too sian of tinkin wat score i will get.. aniwae.. gettin bio tmr.. guess will fail again...

din went out 2dae.. wanted to... bt den.. mama sae muz cum hm rest.. wan to b a gd gal now n den.. so being gd n cum hm lorx.. no omelette... den my sis's brownie duno how.. haix...

tokin abt my sis.. she quitin soon.. stupid BT fault.. thot she will b happy workin dere bt den nahx.. so quitin soon.. haix.. hope she find a job soon` lolx.. she lyk workin mahx.. she hate slackin.. rest lyk 2 days den she v. sian liaox.. she alwaes gt nth to do.. -.-

aniwae.. the child [L'Enfant] is out le.. i wan to watch! i tink only picturehse haf.. so shun bian c wat's picturehse looks lyk.. lolx.. my jie go out MI3 herself.. hmm.. duno y leix.. nowadays nt really lyk action packed movie.. lyk da poseidon oso... now wan to watch shows lyk.. the child.. just my luck... ermx.. nth much liaox...

n of coz X3!! n pirates of carribean... [ignore my spellin mistakes.. lolx...] lots of movies to watch.. hope i can catch all.. bt den nid to study too.. -.-

oh yarhx.. gt back chem test.. hmm.. ok lahx da results.. lolx.. din expect ani score so is lyk dat lorx.. gt 18/30... hope to get better.. i wan an A!

aniwae.. the child synopsis here.. so hu wish to watch muz let mi noe okiex?
Dispossessed twenty-year old Bruno lives with his 18-year-old girlfriend Sonai in Seraing, an eastern Belgian steel town. They live off Sonia’s unemployment benefits and the petty theft committed by Bruno and his gang. Their lives changed forever when Sonia gives birth to their child, Jimmy. Desperate for money and unable to face his parental responsibilities, Bruno sells Jimmy to a black market connection. Realising his errors, Bruno regrets his actions and sets out to undo his callous deed, leading him to a powerful personal transformation.

lalala... i tink my life is fated to b boring.. lolx.. lookin @ pple's complicated life horx.. i m kinda glad my life is plain.. tho @ times wish dat it will b more excitin.. bt den.. still prefer normal life sia... i guess dun nid to worry abt so much tings is a pleasure... =P

oh.. i realise i forgot abt Da vinci code! my mama in order to understand da movie bot da chi version of da bk n read.. n i dun even noe da story... -.- wateva...

i guess some of my prayers work.. lolx.. or i shld sae hopes... din really pray.. bt den... life is still gd lahx.. =)

aniwae.. saded dat uncle is out.. bt den nvm.. lolx..

omg! my movie the child is out since 27apr! omg.. dat means it is endin soon.. sob sob.. i hope 2dae nt da last day.. haix... how how how?

title: sick. again.

-.- yupx.. i m sick again aft so long of being so well n happy.. -.- bad bad bad... havin flu... n slight sorethroat... was relatively well now.. =) din feel dat unwell.. bt den hmmm... xpect my flu to get worse tmr.. coz gt 2 hrs lecture!! oh god.. save mi.. summore so mani air con tut.. 2 only actually.. bt u c arhx.. of all da sch hrs... 4hrs in aircon.. 2 hrs in lab.. -.- how bad it can b? haix...

summore tmr chem mock spa.. so will b pia-ing dat ltr..

aniwae.. went to crocodile farm 2dae.. so cute! da crocodiles.. tho v. fierce.. a bit scared.. =P bt den still alrite lahx.. wont buy ani leather.. lolx.. act i will.. bt nt dat kind of crocodile or wateva.. dat kind can c da scales or pattern de.. juz wan buy a smooth smooth one.. =P i wonder wat skin is dat.. mayb i shld dun buy dat too..

kip c-ing my candy 2dae.. lolx... bt den yue kan yue bu jue de zen me yang.. -.- nvm lahx.. still lyk his build.. =P

feel bad 2dae for nt goin to eat.. i was hopin to go eat.. bt den my sickness forced mi nt to...

tired.. go pia a bit chem n den a bit of bio [=P] den watch tv den slp... zzz.. tired...

oh yarhx! forgt to sae abt superband!

soul sang energy song!! lolx.. quite nice... act gd.. =P start to lyk dem oso..

lucify still dat gd...

find liu de hua shuai-er 2dae.. lolx...

den ermx... brods sing nt bad wat! lolx.. v. different fr wat dey used to b... nice try... bt den betta go back to previous kind..

uncle grp nt bad lahx.. bt den cna c dey r under-perfg... kekex...

okiex.. gtg.. tata``

reflections. time to 反省反省...

wat m i doin? really? econs test on monday.. i only start studyin on sun.. y? where's my seriousness in study? -.-

如果在这样继续下去，我以后该怎么办？my mid yr how? my prelim how? my A lvl how? haix...

summore.. i haven touch ani hw.. -.- wth i m doin? gettin worse as da days go by...

wil really jia you for A lvls le.. will be serious in all hws... all tests...

>.< goin to fail econs test tmr. again. damn.

倔強
當　我和世界不一樣　
那就讓我不一樣
堅持對我來說　
就是以剛克剛

我 如果對自己妥協
如果對自己說謊
即使別人原諒　
我也不能原諒

最美的願望　一定最瘋狂
我就是我自己的神　在我活的地方

我和我最後的倔強　握緊雙手絕對不放
下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能絕望
我和我驕傲的倔強　我在風中大聲的唱
這一次為自己瘋狂　就這一次　我和我的倔強

對　愛我的人別緊張　
我的固執很善良
我的手越骯髒　
眼神越是發光

你　不在乎我的過往　
看到了我的翅膀
你說過被火燒過才能出現鳳凰
逆風的方向　更適合飛翔

我不怕千萬人阻擋　只怕自己投降
我和我最後的倔強　握緊雙手絕對不放
下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能絕望
我和我驕傲的倔強　我在風中大聲的唱
這一次為自己瘋狂　就這一次 我和我的倔強

我和我最後的倔強　握緊雙手絕對不放
下一站是不是天堂　就算失望不能絕望
我和我驕傲的倔強　我在風中大聲的唱
這一次為自己瘋狂　就這一次　我和我的倔強

就這一次　讓我大聲唱
ｌａｌａｌａ．．就算失望　不能絕望
ｌａｌａｌａ．．就這一次　我和我的倔強

haix... really duno wat m i doin... saded.

duck.

hmm... i forgot wat i typed bfore dat.. coz da stupid com shut down.


only rmb diz pic! lolx... dere is mi! ugly... bt den still mi.. =P

rmbed wat i act intended to blog.. is abt my liking... my liking is alwaes so short... my blog url dunno change how mani times.. fr -littlesky- to sushi-logy to mylair- to esoteric-sushi... within a yr++? dun really rmb wen i start bloggin publicly.. =P

aniwae... my bags oso.. kip changin bag.. was sian of da bag so i changed.. nt bcoz da bag spoilt or da f(x) dun suit my nid or wat.. juz sian of da bag.. -.-

wat if one day wen i gt married [if i ever get.] n i m sian of my husband? omg.. lolx.. bt dat's too far far far far awae... =P

wateva. go eat dinner le.. den watch tv.. den watch vcd.. den study econs...

if i failed my econs.. i deserved it..

wat m i doin?

wrong mindset.

rmb le! a drop of tears leave my left eye w/o mi realising.. u c arhx.. wen u wan to cry rite.. ur eyes will b floodin w tears.. bfore u cry wat... so dunno 2dae w no reason oso... a tear dropped.. -.- mayb coz i watchin superband.. jade! lolx.. bt den nvm lahx.. i gt other bands to support! =P

dinner.

blog openin w a new url. esoteric-sushi.blogspot.com =)

aniwae... hmmm...

mi:
.cant play tennis
.cant dance
.cant do well academically
.cant cook
.cant sing
.cant socialise

wat else i can do? lolx...

aniwae.. will seriously tink wat i will b ltr..

go watch tv le... tata..

went to watch..

an eng drama [pic url:http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y147/stasky/2006/tix.jpg]

hmm.. scanned coz elmo wanted it.. bt den i find meh meh face a bit too small lahx... so i scanned

much bigger rite?

lolx.. aniwae.. tokin abt drama.. franson look so funny lahx.. i laughed lyk dunno how long wen i saw fran lorx.. =D really v. funnie.. lolx..

hmm.. =) took class fotos ytd.. tings r gd.. bt den.. dunno lahx.. wasnt really happy in da end.. wateva lahx.. .aniwae.. had bio mock spa aft dat.. -.- tink goin to score badly.. hope wont fail.. bt den u nv noe.. =P

den aft dat went town w mel n elmo.. spent lots of time in kino! i luv kino! den i hate my venezia ice cream while dey ate jap noodles.. den reached hm lyk 10pm? den watched lost.. do maths till 3am.. so now i v. tired...

had PE 2dae.. tennis! bt den hmm.. feeling v. weird.. lolx.. coz i dunno... haix... out out out... out of my brain.. zzz.. so tired...

oh yarhx! came back fr rally.. we went aft drama nite... lolx.. thx da guys for lookin aft us.. =P bt den quite fun leix.. gt da atmosphere! =) bt den left @ a wrong time.. so mani pple takin bus.. so squeezy.. -.-

v. tired.. type another time...

i dun lyk adults to stereotype us...

u dun lyk abt it...

juz tell us n we will improve...

u tried bfore?

den too bad.. coz u dunno mi...

n dun sae sth lyk 'i noe wat u all...'

tings had changed..

we too...

~*~

okiex okiex.. a short post n i will b pia-ing my bio den maths den econs.. -.- so bz horx? anwiae... 2dae chem test is ermx... a may pass may fail situation... hope to pass bt if failed nt unxpected.. =) dunno is gd or bad.. bt den.. hmm... i tried tinkin.. lolx.. i juz cant rmb all rxns.. will pia again for mid yr! hope to get A for mid yr...

den for bio test tmr.. tryin to pass.. =) tink will.. aft my serious pia-ing ltr.. hope i wont fall aslp. nid lots of cold water.. -.- dat's how i kip myself away.. drink cold water... bad for health.. bt kip mi awake.. rather dan drinkin coffee! yucks. will aim for an A for mid yr too..

borrowed chinese paladin for darryl!!! will watch it.. lolx.. so can sae bye bye to my comin tests.. lolx.. if my mama noe diz i m dead.. =P

~*~

i dunno lahx. tings nt goin da way i hope to. wateva. act typin nonsense le. so tired. yawn`.

go study le... tata``

watchin bits n pieces of superband juz now...

hope jade will enter nxt round! =)


jade 加油！

lolx.. n lucify! n 使诺鼻！ n 迷路兵！ n etc! lolx.. lyk quite a no. of dem lahx..

baaaaa` go study le.. tata`` goin to fail 2mr chem test n wed bio test... feel lyk slackin now.. >.<

save mi.